Reclaiming Your Sacred Yoni
Why Resin Art?
I started experiencing my Yoni as a portal in 2023. She would open and take me places I could never have imagined. I saw creation, my family, love, expansion, and so much more. As I began to experience the feminine in a new way, I started seeing her everywhere. I knew I wanted to find a way to express what I was experiencing and share some of the magic and majesty I was discovering. Then one day, I stumbled across geode resin art, and I knew I had found my medium. The layers, the depth, the movement, the rawness and the beauty felt like a natural way to create something that could hold the energy of what I was experiencing. My art became a way to make something deeply felt within me tangible—to take what I could see and experience internally and give it form.
My Story of coming home to myself through Orgasmic Prayer.
My Beginning-
I grew up very religious. As a young child, I was taught to pray. We went to church every week, with church activities often on weekdays. I learned to believe in God and miracles. I learned I could find answers to most of my problems in scripture, prayer, and in listening to church leaders. I learned to listen with my heart, study it out in my mind, and ask God. It was a beautiful way to be raised. Our family was very close. We learned to serve others in need. We learned gratitude, forgiveness, and Christlike love. I thought I knew everything I needed to know and if I didn’t know, I knew where to find the answers.
The Questions-
When I turned 39, I started asking God questions I had never asked before. I got answers. And they were different than I expected. I questioned my religion and found, after a year of searching, praying, and digging deep into my soul, that I no longer believed all of the things I had been taught in my religion. This was a heartbreaking and gut-wrenching process for me. And yet I knew God was leading me every step of the way.
Coming Home to my Body-
As I found peace in letting go and surrendering, I found room for more love and depth in my life I didn’t know was possible. I found the work of Kim Anami, a holistic sex and enlightenment coach. I learned about my body in a way I never had before. I touched myself to experience sexual pleasure for the first time. I learned what my body was capable of. I had no idea how many blocks I had to connecting with my yoni. So much religious and cultural conditioning that was keeping me from knowing myself. I worked tirelessly to build a relationship with my body. And through hundreds of hours in orgasmic prayer, I found God within me.
Finding God-
And I began to find God in everything. The stars, the trees, the dirt, my children, and most of all, I found God when I was in sacred union with my husband. I found that heaven wasn’t a place that I was going to try to get to, but it was already within me. The more I opened and surrendered to the unknown, to that little death of the ego, the more I found pure love and ecstasy in that love.
An Expression of Love-
My art is an expression of the divine feminine, of surrender, of birth, life, death, of God, and of love. My prayer is that it will inspire women to go within. To reclaim the parts of themselves that were lost and cut off. To heal generational trauma. And to heal our world through love.
